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musings of a 4-dimensional creature

Journal Entry: Tue Feb 27, 2007, 9:07 PM



So, here it is, late at night, and I'm sitting by myself and thinking. My life is so confusing. I wish I could just tell myself what to feel. That would make everything easier. Correction: I CAN tell myself what to what to feel, but I can't force myself to obey.

Sometimes I have to make decisions, and my emotions are overpowering. When does it make sense to go with your feelings, and when to go with logic? Are feelings just blind stabs in the dark, or do they come from the soul? And what about the intellect -- is it wrong sometimes? When should which be trusted?

Maybe I am going about things the wrong way. Maybe I expect the answers for everything to come quickly and easily. Some things can only be known in time. Of course, I want immediate answers. Don't we all?

we are 4-dimensional creatures


We have height, width, and depth, and we move along a timeline that ticks inexorably forward. During this time, people are making decisions. The decisions that they make affect us. The decisions that we make affect them.

Somehow it all strings together into a spiderweb that only God can see. He influences events, and to what extent, it is unknown to us, other than that He doesn't interfere with Free Will. We create our own destinies to at least some degree, that is sure.

I wish that I could offer solutions, but at this point all I have are more questions. I pray that they will be answered.



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  • Mood: Confused
  • Listening to: the ceiling fan spinning
  • Drinking: iced tea

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  • Current Residence: Nowhere Land, FL
  • Interests: playing in the band that I'm in, music, movies, religion, science, games, animé, my pets
  • Favourite movie: the Last Unicorn
  • Favourite band or musician: the Killers, Erasure, Scissor Sisters
  • Favourite genre of music: alternative rock & synth pop
  • Favourite artist: Michelangelo (although Raphael was my fave Ninja Turtle)
  • Favourite poet or writer: Brandon Flowers, Vince Clarke, Billy Corgan, Glenn Danzig (songwriters)
  • Favourite style of art: manga/animé
  • Operating System: Windows XP
  • Skin of choice: hey, that's personal!
  • Favourite game: the Sims II... haven't played in a while, but it's awesome
  • Favourite gaming platform: my PC, I guess
  • Favourite cartoon character: if I had to say... "Griffith" from Berserk.
  • Personal Quote: I haven't done everything I wanted to, but I've done some things that are nearly impossible.
  • Tools of the Trade: my mind, my PC, & regular old notebooks
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:iconarihdnana:
hey. havent seen any of your work in awhile. kinda miss it aye. hope all is well. come back soon. :)

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YOU'VE BEEN HUGGED!



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